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Rosario

from Sticks & Stones by DystoP

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lyrics

What do I know of an everlasting goal
To live as I ought to do
A hole to be filled
A role to instill
A shape that can't be subdued

I'm quiet, I acted
I put on my mask and
For only a moment
I was perfect
Daily devotion
To faking emotions
Building a costume
That won't come off

MARIA! You've never been on my side
Do I have to keep pretending?
When these lies are overwhelming
MARIA! I'm scared that I won't survive
I'm suffocating badly
All I want is to be happy

It hurts just to fucking exist
Could I ever be okay with this?
I won't put up with bullshit
Toxic poison down to the bone
If I'm stuck like this forever I'll never be at home
Don't look at me like that
Don't talk to me like that
Would you rather that I eat you alive or dead?
I will never forgive the mistakes god made
When I fell out of the cunt of a girl he threw away

I listened, I followed
I asked and I swallowed
The hope and the promise
That I would get there
Begging for solace
Because you are flawless
The person I should be
But never will

MARIA! I'm tired of all these lies
I will never let you touch me
I will never let you hear me
MARIA! You're graceless, you're a disguise
For all the hate that taints me
And you will never save me

Maria, you're smiling, I've only cried
When did I ever believe
Maria, there's nothing that I can try
I'm done with being deceived

MARIA! I'm tired of all your lies
I should've never let you touch me
I should've never let you hear me
MARIA! You're graceless, you're a disguise
For all the hate that chased me
And you could never save me

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from Sticks & Stones, released October 29, 2020

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